Monday, April 20, 2009
11:42:00 PM
♥Decision made
♥
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Finally the day is over
Albeit the crux is only for the 2hrs ..
The stress the tension the dilemma the indecisiveness
Woah .. I could hardly breathe ..
And gosh I do have a tendency to overthink things
Or to think too far into the future
And cause loads of problems for myself and
People who cares for me ..
But I guess that's a part of me .. A bad side
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I tend to sway easily
I cant decide on my own
I have to ask for many opinions and STILL in a dilemma
I do not know what I want or How to get it
I am so passive I do not know how to get my first step out
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But for now , I guess I've made my decision
So I'll have to make do with what I've decided
Really work hard on it and really get the best out of it
I really want to curb the "emotions over thoughts" character
I can't let my emotions rule my head or my heart or ME!!
I have to be level headed and be brave be confident
Not to mind what people think or say
Just to mind my own business
Because whatever that I've accomplished or earned
Belongs to ME and my family,loved ones =)
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Oh well , guess I could relax abit now
Breathe properly for another wk plus
Before I start a new journey =>
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All thanks to my family
For supporting me through out =)